BETTER NOW - RF


If i had one call to make
I would dial yesterday and warn myself
Tell my lips the words to say
Not let you just walk away
With someone else
With someone else

[Chorus]
Next time, i won't suffer this kind of pain
Own my mistakes
Not just pass off all the blame
If you were here, we could figure this out
Then i wouldn't be bitter
I'd just be better now.

To be the strong and silent one
A lot of good that has done
Yes, you'd agree
No more tryin' to understand
Or fix these things because you can
Guess it's up to me
Yeah, it's up to me

[Repeat Chorus]

I'd be much better off
Much better off, maybe
If i could just let it go
With no regrets then

[Chorus]
Next time, I won't suffer this kind of pain
Own my mistakes
Not just pass off all the blame
You'd still be here, and we'd figure this out
Then i wouldn't be better (i wouldn't be better)
Oh, no i wouldn't be bitter
I'd just be better now.

HITS AND MISSES

gerald gerald gerald gerald gerald gerald gerald.

i think i should kick you ten times!

haha. bye.

LACKS SIMPLE.

the sad thing about reality is that fairytale-like stories rarely ever happens for real.

HOW DO YOU KNOW.

i've just caught the movie "enchanted". its good, like how all other Disney movies usually are. i dont know why i have this secret (okay maybe not so secret considering the fact that many already know how obsessed i am with Walt's wonderful creation) love for them. its kinda weird because kids my age are now into smoking, rebellion, gigs-which-sometimes-dont-make-sense and what have yous. but i'm strangely different.

i love Disney. and High School Musical.

somehow, i do attribute how i am today to the media and the awesome invention known as the television. i watch alot of oprah and ellen. both are strong and successful women who gives back to charity and loves putting smiles on peoples' faces. haha.

kat von d too. she gives back and makes people happy also. through permanent ink of course. its also good.

people should be more like them. i should be more like them as well.

so parents, never ever threaten to cancel the cable at home.

STILL FEELS GOOD

i'm now living on a 50cents a day budget. nevertheless, i'm still surviving. i even managed to buy a new album.

but i just wish december can come faster so that it can be ka-ching time again. just the moolahs i'm interested in though.

my exams can go away.

KRRRRAAACCCCK !

i have one good news and two bad news.

i am now very legal to have and handle my own set of wheels! (think 4 wheels).

my ipod has gone totally insane. all my songs are gone. HELP.

someone i love very much has just been warded into ttsh.

you see, i do agree when people say that God is fair in his ways. but i definitely dont see the same fairness when it comes to the gravity of each respective situations.

haha.

anyway, the exams are coming. i MUST start catching up soon.

WHATS NEW PUSSYCAT.

aretha franklin is right when she sang "r-e-s-p-e-c-t".

i've always believed that respect should be passed out to those who truely deserves it, and not those who demands them. so it gets kind of annoying when people, not saying who, blames me for not showing them that.

screw you lah, backside.

haha. i really meant it.

although i know that later i'll probably take this post back because all the words splashed here were written because i'm overwhelmed with anger, i'm just gonna leave later for later.

and i'm gonna slap the next person who is gonna claim verbally that they want to be treated with respect. (parents and other blood-related family members not included). these people just dont know how crucial it is to stuff their foot into the gaping hole on their face known as their mouths.

they need to know that the whole damn world is wayyyyy bigger than their own ego. and that i've wayyyyy more better things to do too.

so goodnight, and wish me luck.

BING A BANG

hi. i've not been updating because i've now gotten rid of the undescribable power of magnetism the internet once had over me.

phew, what a relief.

ahha. so anyway its a new month which means i've moolahs now! awesome! BUT. it doesnt mean its good for everyone else.

people like the loser just got reprimanded by his home-recognised financial advisor because of ridiculous over-expenditure. so sad.

but i'm sorry. i think i had a huge part to play on that! teehee.

and i hafta get cracking on studying. everything at tertiary level is SOOOOOOOO BORING. and dry. and boring.

i'm already yawning because i thought of it already.

and ooooh, britney is back on MTV! 'GIMME MORE'!